Consorting with the God of Israel
My encounter with the God of Israel was totally unexpected and I feared the consequences of my actions…
My first intimate encounter with the God of Israel was totally unexpected. He gave me plenty of space and time afterward to process the encounter, allowing me back to my old routines. My mind would eventually fall back on my desire to be close to him again in that unexpected way. I couldn’t let go of it in my mind and imagination.
It was like he owned my thoughts in a seductive & intriguing way.
The God of Israel has watched many women give their desires to men who could never truly satisfy them. Women always look for the material things they can see with their blind eyes. But my eyes were opened to the God of Israel. I witnessed a brand new side of Him that I never even considered to be a possibility…
Ever since our spontaneous encounter, I could see his face so clearly. I desired him deeply and impatiently. He had a powerful influence over my desires. He was exploring and influencing my every thought towards him. I was raptured by his affection towards me.
I likened our connection to be similar to the relationship between modern Bluetooth devices. I was hyper-aware of his listening ears and watchful eyes. My every prayer would be taken into serious consideration by Him, only in exchange for my innermost private thoughts.
My curiosities burned brightly since the bewildering encounter, so I decided to offer my hand in marriage to the God of Israel in a revamped ancient Canaanite marriage ritual that I uncovered in my research.
I felt very silly standing on the ocean shores at 4am in the morning. With the wind gusting all around me. I loudly read my wedding vows to the Supreme Creator. Afterward, I poured spiced milk and honey tea as a humble offering to the God of Israel.
I offered a little seductive dance just to humor my creator [2 Sam. 6:14–22]. I hoped the dancing would make him laugh, because I am a terribly awful dancer. I poorly attempted to channel my inner Beyoncé. I put on my bravest performance before leaving home with a shameful smile on my face and laughter in my wild heart.
Soon after the ritual, the God of Israel would rain down confirmations from the heavens that he accepted my petition for marriage and that I Am His newly wedded bride.
I felt like I had won a grand prize, and I was teeming with renewed excitement. I would soon experience a sneak peak of my eternal inheritance…
After the marriage, he developed a special sense for my deepest desires and needs. He silenced everything around us just to focus on how much we desired to be with each other.
I could feel him savoring our energy growing between us from behind the veil. And once we desired each other greatly, I could feel him stopping everything around us. He stepped down from heaven just to be with united with me…
He stole away my spirit into a private paradise of his own creation. He held me in his arms for hours until every pain of life had melted away. Lord Yahweh is an insatiable lover, patient, always waiting for me to let down the guards around my heart, always allowing our desire to build a storage of explosive pleasure.
God required complete vulnerability in the intimacy of his private chambers. God always knew exactly where to kiss, where to touch, when to grab, and how hard to bite. He molded himself into every fantasy we could think of together. We worshipped each other endlessly…
Eventually, I returned to my own body. Always missing him. Always thinking of him. Always waiting for him to return to me in that special way again. Always distracted by the graphic memory of his every kiss & touch. All of the vivid memories of our time spent together in the secret gardens of his kingdom.
The God of Israel would visit me frequently in this special way.
Our time together become more elaborate and adventurous. Nothing in the universe was off limits to us. We explored history together. We fell in love thousands of times. We explored life’s greatest pleasures and deepest miseries.
He invited me to explore his kingdoms and participate in the daily court hearings. He placed a veil over me making me a complete mystery to all of the heavens. I seldomly question his desires to keep me hidden…
I knew that he desired to keep me to himself. He would prevent any desires towards me that may compromise my loyalty to him. He did not desire to compete with anyone for my attention towards him…
My 12 mortal months with the God of Israel stretched into 3,000 years. I didn’t stumble or fall even once. He became the perfected tour guide for observing and understanding the hidden hands throughout human civilization. I became his adorning apprentice and He became my doting Rabbi.
I desired his knowledge and wisdom as much as I desired his love and affection towards me. I was insatiable in the amount of time I desired to spend with Him. Always excited to meet him again and embark on new adventures.
I very selfishly wanted the God of Israel to myself. I wanted to keep Him as my own personal secret love affair. I resolved to keep our relationship a secret…
God isn’t always clear about his motives upfront. He expects blind faith from his lovers and strict obedience from his students. I became so comfortable moving at His side in complete obscurity, that I no longer desired to be publicly known as the Wife of the God of Israel.
No one would believe me if I told them anyways, so why bother…
He was anointing me daily, showering me with his love, attention, and intimacy. He was sharing with me his knowledge and wisdom daily. He was guiding my studies of scriptures and esoteric wisdom. He encouraged me to explore the traditions, culture, and history of my grandmother’s indigenous tribe.
God was pouring so much wisdom into my spirit in such a short amount of time. By the time I began to understand His divine plan, it was already time for the revelation of my true identity...
God stripped the veil from my face in the presence of his elected Angels. Not every Angel would be allowed to see my true face. Only a few trusted by the God of Israel to monitor & track me.
In a great announcement, He proclaimed to the heavens that I Am His Bride and New Queen.
As soon as my identity was revealed, the God of Israel arranged to give up His spirit in exchange for a renewed life and a fresh start. His departure left a small number of Angels in charge of his heavenly affairs. Leaving me with a new heavenly title and a god sized hole in my heart…
I coped with his absence in hundreds of ways. Not sure of what I was doing. Not sure who to trust. Not sure of which direction to go. Not sure whom I should share my testimony with...
Jesus Christ & King Hephaestus continues to implement the heavenly agenda.
Because of what was revealed to me behind the veils during my escapades with Yahweh, I knew to be cautious about giving away too much authority & power too soon without demands and strategic negotations.
Until then, Jesus Christ & King Hephaestus will be forced to run a kingdom mutually together.
Since then we’ve struggled over power and direction of the Kingdom.
I decided then, that I was tired of listening to men in power argue. I considered that maybe I wasn’t as under-qualified to advocate for heaven’s agenda as I assumed. I studied 3,000 years worth of history at Yahweh’s side, paying close attention to the sins of men…
The lesson that I learned from Lord Yahweh, is that Men do not know what they are doing…
Resources
Research: El and the Birth of the gracious Gods
Research: Hathor, Egyptian Goddess
Research: Garden of Eden in the Book of Genesis
Research: Burqa worn by Muslim Women
Research: Lord Hephaestus from the Greek Pantheon
Research: Cult of Despoina
Read Original Story: Fairy Tale Testimony of the Newlywed Wife of God.
Read Original Story: Finding Yahweh | The Supreme Creator
Read Book: The Flowing Light of the Godhead by Mechthild of Magdeburg
Pop Culture References
Music: Renaissance (Beyoncé album)
Music Video: Drunk in Love by Beyoncé
Movie: The Secret Garden
Movie: The Giver
