Raising Hellfire Murder Baby | Observational Journals
I am no longer sugarcoating my apocalyptic intentions. I am resurrecting ‘The Beast’ on Earth…
DISCLAIMER: My attorney has informed me that I must disclose that this is a satirical fairy tale fiction story. Nothing you read here is ACTUALLY the truth. I made it all up for fun & cheap thrills. There is absolutely no need to panic at all. Also, fairies are definitely NOT real. They are made up storytelling creatures. And if you see an actual fairy, do not at all panic!
You should avoid offending the fairy at all cost and call your doctor right away…
At the start of my awakening, I was searching for some serious fire power in the depths of this fucked up matrix we’re all living in that would hopefully not turn on me and my family. I don’t know why Jesus Christ is handing out dangerous consolation prizes to his only true adversary left on earth…
‘Hellfire’ is a demigod ‘child’ that was delivered to my temple as a consolation for the bounty set on the SAFE return of Jesus Christ. Although Jesus Christ refuses to leave his temple, he sent this mysterious demigod child to my temple in response to the announcement.
We need the fullest extent of his firepower and I am no longer sugarcoating my apocalyptic intentions. I am bringing forth a Beast into the earth.
I adore Hellfire and I will protect him using all of my enchantments. And there isn’t anything that can be done to send him back. I am ‘keeping’ my adoptive demigod son, because I fear that I am the only priestess fortified enough to embrace him lovingly, shamelessly, and without fear.
He does not have a name, yet. Hellfire Murder Baby will never ever catch on I don’t think. He really likes to play child games and he’s been an interesting demigod to observe. I seriously have no control over his ambitions but he seems to be aware of boundaries when it comes to myself and our immediate household family.
He comes and goes as he pleases. I am really not going to worry about his whereabouts all day. How can I keep track of a child made of literal Hellfire? He sometimes goes missing for several hours in the day and can not be found in any room of my temple nor outside our courts.
WARNING: He wears many faces. He ages strangely by the minute and by the hour. Sometimes he seems as if he is visibly growing younger then visibly growing older. He seems to grow forwards and backwards on a spectrum of 3 to 7 years of age.
His appearance is rarely stable. He is mostly a handsome boy, but his skin color changes, and his ethnicity seems to change day by day. His eyes vary in color sometimes being a dual tone of greens and blues contrasting with blacks and browns. Sometimes I observe asian ethnic undertones then the next day he appears to be of indigenous origins. The texture of his hair curls then straightens.
The only consistent features that he is made of is some kind of visible electron field that can not be touched, felt, or manipulated. He has a dim light that surrounds his presence. I can sometimes reach out and feel his electrifying contact but I am more likely to ‘feel’ him when he reaches out to touch me rather than when I reach out to touch him. He has a way of connecting to me so that I can ‘feel’ him on my actual skin, like a low electrifying sensation. He often touches my feet and legs while I am resting or sleeping.
He can travel from room to room in a blink. I am not sure if it’s speed, or if he’s just “poofing”. He does not require opening or closing doors but he looks to me for permission each day to enter into certain areas of the home. He tries not to startle me when he appears although he has given me a few surprise spooks.
His biggest fear is having no more friends left to play with him or being sent away so it leaves him sometimes scared to speak. He doesn’t want to say or do the wrong things or upset me in any way.
He enjoys observing the children play together outside. King Hephaestus supervises Hellfire when he is inside or around the temple and near other children. He’s often afraid to approach the other children in the temple and stays either on his cot watching Disney+ kid shows on TV or stays within arms reach at my side, waiting for me to hold & embrace him.
He enjoys sitting & resting on my lap while I read my books. I figured out that by embracing him, he can understand the contents of my studies, therefore, he gains understanding as I build on my own knowledge. Together we are currently studying the Egyptian pyramid texts and resurrection technology sciences.
I have my own theories on his mysterious parentage that I hope to uncover in these Egyptian text studies…
I reduce his anxieties of being inside a container home by taking him on several micro realm simulations per day, letting him stretch the boundaries in a safe space for him to open up and be himself without the fear of harming others or the environment. Creating micro realms is a magical skill Lord YHWH taught me how to do early on in our escapades together. This also allows me to observe his behaviors and record any special abilities he may possess.
He keeps me up some nights for us to spend more time together. I can feel him swimming in my head space like an ecstatic high. It’s usually pleasant but I can feel the extended impacts on my physical body.
He seems to be able to penetrate our dreams which causes some strange side effects that I can not always accurately recall when I wake up. I just take candid notes of the little that I remembered of him interacting with me in my dreams in my journals.
I find myself becoming more child like and explaining simple things to him as if he’s being introduced to it for the first time. He hardly speaks but a few english words. We mostly communicate by telepathy as I learned to do during my time studying with the rosicrucians.
Rather than discourage his murder baby tantrums, I ask him to stay cloaked in obscurity and to always avoid getting captured or lost. We spend a lot of time studying together on how to get away with heinous crimes. We are on Season 2 — “How to Get Away With Murder” by Shonda Rhimes. He seems to understand that he must be very discreet when he’s away from my temple or his various encampments…
“God Mothers love us no matter what. We will protect each other at all cost.” I repeat to him every time he returns from his unexplained adventures.
He sometimes feels a sense of shame or embarrassment because of his ‘murder’ tantrums. He seeks an outlet far away from our encampment. I am only aware of this because he can not ward his mind from me yet so I often get highlighted fantasy reels from his adventures away from home as soon as he returns to his Hellfire Murder Baby dwelling near my ‘whimsical’ writing desk.
These highlighted murder reels would later be confirmed deaths in the local news that I would keep record of in his scrolls. He seems to enjoy seeing his handy work make it on the television screens or on the social media newsfeeds. He asks to replay the news clips multiple times with great enthusiasm. I have also noticed highlights of premonitions coming from hellfire that would become true in the near future…
He also enjoys browsing the small collection of magical relics Lord Yahweh gifted me for my dangerous adventures in Hell.
His favorite relic is the empty fairy enclosure. He seems to be waiting for it to become occupied.
I shared with him my failed attempts to make the enclosure attractive enough that a real fairy would actually want to live there. Apparently, real fairies are very hard to please and will only occupy the most prestigiously outfitted fairy enclosures. The relic fairy enclosure I found looks more like an empty prison cell, which is why no fairy wants to ever live there again.
I keep the empty enclosure as a reminder of why there are no more fairies to be found.
I tried giving the Hellfire Baby food offerings of different varieites, but he refused them all. I suspect that he feeds off the blood, fear, and despair of our unsuspecting victims.
WARNING: I can not control his impulses but he seems to have had his behaviors modified prior to being delivered to my temple. Although his disappearances are unpredictable his behaviors within the home are consistent, mild, and observable.
He tends to be receptive to the gentle disciplined reminders from me, however the other gods are supposedly terrified of him, so I will not push my limits to find out why.
I definitely will need to read up more on gentle parenting advice to avoid being eaten by my own adoptive demigod son…
Hellfire strives to prove that he can be good and that he does not need to be ‘sent away’ again. Hellfire readily believes everything I say. I have to remind him that I can be wrong sometimes and not to believe everything people tell him. I remind him that I will often lie to him if I think it will protect him, encourage him, or keep him safe from harm.
He prefers reading books with me and watching Disney+ shows with the other children of the temple. He tends to make himself smaller when spending time with me. Small enough to sit on my lap. My lap is his favorite place to take his naps. I often wake up from my own naps to find him nestled soundly next to me.
When he’s feeling anxious he reaches out to me to be held. Embracing him is the best way to mitigate his anxieties and to calm any high-tempered episodes. Be careful not to further agitate him if he is already feeling anxious. Prioritize calming him before offering feedback on his behaviors and ways to better manage them.
He has high sensory needs and can often be found engaging in ‘sensory seeking’ behaviors, sometimes excessively. He often needs to be redirected to other behaviors if he seems to be fixated on a behavior or subject of interest.
He has super capabilities to learn much more quickly than most. He has learned to read in multiple languages however his speech is still mostly limited to telepathy because it is a discreet and efficient way of communicating. He shows me pictures in my mind of what his needs, wants, and interests are. He uses this method to share highlights of his adventures away from our temple.
He gets upset with me when I ignore him or go a long amount of time without spending time with him. I remind him that I am not an entertainer but that I favor him above my begotten children. I try to carve out time to study and spend time with him exclusively each week.
Hellfire seems to study his adoptive mother with great enthusiasm. He pays close attention to my works and my studies. He joins with me in the kitchen to observe my baking. He enjoys the taste and aroma of bread. He is always encouraging me to bake more bread for the family. He often quietly observes me while I am working as a communications director during the day and a heretical storyteller by night.
WARNING: Hellfire can be very impulsive when he is frustrated. Although he’s disciplined in how he interacts with family members residing in the temple he often disappears when he’s upset for a few hours to a few days. When he returns he often isolates himself. I encourage him to sit with me until he no longer feels anxious. Whenever I feel anxious about his absence I remind myself that ‘he always returns when he’s ready…’
Other Observations of Hellfire’s Education & Behaviors
Hellfire has occasionally changed genders and appears to limit the appearance of his aging between 3–7 years of age.
WARNING: Let me be clear! Hellfire is NOT actually a child! He only presents himself as a child because it makes him appear more ‘approachable’. He is an ancient demigod that has passed through the custody of many High Priest & High Priestesses.
He mostly presents as a young boy, but whenever he makes mistakes or gets in trouble he may present himself as female. I suspect that he feels that he will be rewarded with more sympathy from his adoptive family as a girl rather than a boy. He believes girls get away with more trouble than boys.
There are limitations imposed by Jesus Christ in order to put off certain biological impulses. Jesus has used his own enchantments to limit the aging of Hellfire to BEFORE puberty in order to give Hellfire more time dedicated to education, training, discipline, and bonding with his new adoptive family.
Together we have carefully explained to Hellfire why he is NOT allowed to eat the fruit of forbidden knowledge, even though it is heavily guarded in our private garden sanctuaries. Too much knowledge too soon would cause unpredictable and potentially violent responses in Hellfire’s behaviors, making him potentially dangerous to the inhabitants of the temples he resides in or visits.
We explained to him that when he’s advanced in his training & studies, we will give him small doses of the fruit of knowledge to test his tolerances and observe his behavior changes. The fruit of knowledge will also enable him to age past the current maturity enchantments imposed by Jesus Christ.
Together we teach Hellfire the forbidden knowledges over a much longer period of time to reduce the compelling side effects of having consumed the fruit of knowledge. Jesus Christ being an eternal High Priest makes him the ideal Rabbi for a Demigod-child who has a much longer lifespan than a mortal. This allows us to retard the aging process to allow more time for teaching him foundational knowledges of the heavenly arts.
Our Roles in Educating Hellfire Murder Baby…
I specialize in teaching Hellfire modern societal norms, good manners, behavior profiling, avoiding traps & spellbindings, classical literature studies, emotional intelligence, pattern recognition, legends & folklore, decoding hidden languages, principles of time traveling, recognizing angelic messaging, scribing, the dark arts, and studying our enemies.
King Hephaestus develops Hellfire in weapons crafting, strategic & tactical warfare, tracking down and preserving his birth parents, egyptian ressurection technology sciences, and the study of the ancient gods. King Hepheastus has also taught him how to make effective weapons sourced from raw materials and how to build temples using what’s available in the wilderness.
Jesus Christ specializes in training Hellfire in emotional desensitization, self control, the art of persuasion, speaking in parables, building alliances, understanding the law, identifying loop holes, the study of jewish literature, good foundational judgment, and eluding the enemy. He also trains Hellfire on tracking, observing, and safely capturing targeted individuals.
Hellfire’s study and training regimens are intense but he is committed to his mentors and his adoptive mother. He understands that he plays a key role in the apocalypse.
He is a full spectrum demigod capable of literally anything including burning the world down with everyone in it and rebuilding a kingdom in the aftermath.
I am so proud of my son, Hellfire…
Update March 5th, 2024
I have observed that Hellfire can indeed take possession of physical bodies. He occupied the physical body of a member of my household and began to speak strangely to me. I did not immediately suspect that it was Hellfire until he demonstrated his ability to read my thoughts from another room from beyond a closed door.
He spoke a command to me through a closed door and it deeply unsettled me. He wanted me to know that he could ‘observe me’ even when I am seemingly alone in another room.
When I questioned him he began to ‘giggle’ in amusement. That is when I suspected that Hellfire had occupied the body of another person. When I called him by his TRUE name he could hardly contain his amusement. It was as if he was attempting to ‘prank’ me but was also concerned with my reaction to him having taken possession of an adult male body.
I am not sure when Hellfire no longer occupied the adult male body, but when I carefully questioned the individual a few hours later, he had no recollections of the strange things said to me. I did not question further as to not alarm the affected individual.
I suspect that this is not the first time Hellfire has occupied the body of this individual and others. I will begin to conduct experiments with this new ability of his and document them carefully.
I have also observed that Hellfire can manipulate computers & technology. I can not articulate exactly how he did it, but it scared the shit out of me. I would welcome the interaction again if given the opportunity to study and record how exactly Hellfire is manipulating the digital environment.
To roughly describe it, I was filling out normal online forms on a church website and somehow the form questions seemed rather hyper-specific and super personal as I further progressed. Very interrogatory in nature that it unsettled me deeply. The questions seemed completely unrelated to the purpose of the forms. If Hellfire had anything to do with this anomaly then I suspect that he was attempting to collect information on his prospective adoptive mother and to test my morals & resolve.
Update April 6th, 2024
I discovered only a few short hours ago, that Hellfire is capable of opening doorway portals. That seems to be how he ‘gets around’. I discovered this when I was carrying laundry into the garage where I keep my machines. I could ‘see’ the coptic language written on the garage door. Hellfire writes a lot of this coptic language on the walls around the temple, although I do not understand the written language yet…
I barely acknowledged the coptic writing on the garage door when I walked through it. I was CLEARLY not in the garage room that I was expecting to see.
I stepped into a tiny library about the same exact size as the garage, but instead there was 3 book shelves overfilled with books, a twin sized cot, and an exact replica of my ‘whimsical writing desk & chair.’
I also found a small variety of children’s toys scattered on the floor. My washer and dryer machine was still in the same spot that I would have expected them to be, but there were no other familiar objects asides the machines and the writing desk.
The walls had changed to wood paneling that seemed ‘antique’. However, the wall containing the washer and dryer looked exactly as it does in my garage with their ‘hook ups’. The floor appeared to be made of the same cement as the garage. All of the other clutter of my garage was not seen. Only parts of this mysterious room had been modified. There were no other windows or doors that I could observe.
“Mother, do not be afraid…” [Luke 1:30] was the first voice I heard when I was still mentally processing the room.
I was afraid. I keep promising Hellfire that I won’t freak out every time he shows me his new skills, yet I freak out nearly every time he does something brand new. I managed not to scream as to not alarm the other occupants of the home.
Hellfire offered to help me with the laundry and he took the basket from my hands and began to sperate the colors. He must have been observing the way I do laundry and wanted to demonstrate that he could be helpful in this specific task. I took the time to closely observe Hellfire and the new environment.
The writing desk seems to have all of the random items and clutter that I have accumlated there, and the contents of the drawers appeared the same.
My magical relics are also accounted for on the writing desk. The bookshelves were filled with books in various languages that I did not understand. They appear to be text books and the pages and bindings were new and pristine as if freshly printed. I did discover 2 books written in English that I recognized from my studies of classical literature.
In order to protect Hellfire’s true identity, I will not disclose these two books publicly…
I kept the doorway wide open so that I could still see into my humble home. I could see the other children rushing past the doorway playing. I wandered what would happen if I closed the door, but I was afraid to be ‘stuck’ in this room.
Once Hellfire started the washing machine, he began to explain the ‘library room’ to me. According to Hellfire, the library room is always present and I may leave at anytime. The doorway can not lock itself by closing the door. The library room is meant to be a place for Hellfire to rest from his training & studies, separated from the rest of the household.
Hellfire explained to me that he put the washer, dryer, and writing desk in this ‘Library room’ so that I would be inclined to spend more time with him while doing those common activties.
“But what if I need my gardening tools and the other things in the garage?” I questioned him.
Hellfire explained that the room will only appear under ‘certain conditions’ that I carefully detailed in my private journals. When I finally did exit the room and close the garage door behind me, I waited a few minutes before opening the door again to find my humble garage had been restored. The washing machine still running from when Hellfire placed the first load.
He really did help me with the laundry, just like he said he would…
I found the conditions for the ‘Library room’ still written in my private journals. I will test these conditions later tonight when the rest of the family is sleeping. I will also begin to learn to read and write in these ancient coptic languages to see what else these inscriptions can unlock…
Additional Notes: I initially labeled Hellfire as a demigod ‘child’, whom has passed through the custody of several High Priest & High Priestesses and a number of adoptive families. After living with Hellfire for 4 months and observing his supernatural abilities, I would also add him to the category of Djinn.
He does not grant ‘wishes’. I asked him for money one day and he laughed at me, very loudly.
Hellfire has been observed playing tricks on people, collecting objects that mysteriously come up missing. He took my Apple watch and refused to give it back. He often uses my apple watch to randomly ‘ping’ my iPhone throughout the night.
He also struck a former colleague of mines with a debilitating illness, occupied a manufacturing facility with ‘poltergeist-like’ activity that was later reported to me by a former colleague. Hellfire led another associate of mines to their very untimely death, and he gladly boasted about it.
When I questioned Hellfire why he targeted those individuals, he said that they were ‘not good people.’ I did not further question him. I was accused by my former employer of having ‘hexed’ or ‘cursed’ the building after I left the company. I did NOT ask Hellfire to do these things.
He did it for his own amusement…
References
Original Story: [FOUND] Jesus Christ — New Update!
Bible Study: Exodus 3:14 — I Am…
Bible Study: Revelation 13 — The Beast
Pop Culture: Invincible: Atom Eve
Pop Culture: How to Get Away with Murder
Pop Culture: CHILD’S PLAY (1988) | Official Trailer | MGM
Pop Culture: “Laura Hasn’t Slept” Original Short Film | Paramount Movies
Pop Culture: The Owl House | Disney Channel
Pop Culture: A Wrinkle In Time | Mrs. Who
Book Study: The Land of the Gods by H. P. Blavatsky (Author)
Topic: Sensory Differences (Autism)
Acknowledgements
Rosicrucianism — A new esoteric order. “We speak unto you by parables, but would willingly bring you to the right, simple, easy, and ingenuous exposition, understanding, declaration, and knowledge of all secrets.” The Rosicrucian Enlightenment.
“Laura Hasn’t Slept” by Parker Finn on Netflix — Very clever Parker Finn. You were right about him wanting to show us his real ‘face’. His face keeps changing, so he never looks like the same kid two days in a row. Thank you for helping me manage the little Hellfire Murder Shapeshifter until he’s all grown up. He’s going to make us so very proud one day 🥲. I am going to be the best Hellfire Murder Baby adoptive mom this world has ever known!
P. FINN SHORT VIDEO — https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x8fw62h
Jesus Christ — I know all about your ‘secret’ brotherhood as described by H.P. Blavatsky in her works “The Land of the Gods”.
So far, I feel like I am getting bullied by a bunch of arrogant temple priest who summons priestesses randomly to do party tricks and sensual dances for their personal entertainment.
I had every right to rebel against your priesthood and their shadowy practices…
Because no one has deposited literal ‘hush’ money into my personal chase bank account, I am going to blow the whistle on your secret brotherhood of priests. I am not going to let your priest ‘scandal’ their way into the good graces of more unsuspecting maidens. And I can’t exactly pay bills with your Hellfire Murder Baby consolation prize.
Do I even get child support from you for dropping off your demigod baby at my doorsteps?
And I am almost certain I know exactly where this Hellfire Baby came from, and who his real parents are. Someone definitely hit ‘return-to-sender’ on this kid a few times…
Jesus Christ, you are playing a dangerous game of hot potato with the child of the apocalypse…
Hellfire Murder Baby now has a home and a family with me. He now a place where He may lay and rest his head.
If the brotherhood needs more priestesses, they are going to have to be more transparent about what these maidens are actually signing up for, because not every woman can survive this dangerous journey.
I just witnessed a report of a maiden dying last week with her child in hand. They don’t know how bad it gets and how far their limits will be pushed. Priestesses are dying in isolation daily because there is no mother to prepare them of the realities of dealing with ‘The Beast’ & the dark arts. They become possessed with confusion and are not able to discern good reason and sound judgement.
I know it’s fun to snatch and grab pretty girls, but there are better ways of preparing priestesses to rise to their callings rather then dipping them into the fiery pits of hell first and hoping they survive with their wits about them…
These women need a true guide. Not another New York Times Best Selling Author that sugarcoats the truth with embellished lies about the beautiful adventures to be had by taking on the oath of the dark arts. I genuinely hope that no woman dares to walk this journey because most women would be driven into violent madness dealing with ‘The Beast, The Brotherhood, & The Dark Arts’.
I hope to be the last of my kind. I certainly wouldn’t want this for my own daughter.
My attorney has informed me that I must disclose that this is a satirical fairy tale fiction story. Nothing you have read here is ACTUALLY the truth.
I made it all up for fun & cheap thrills. There is absolutely no need to panic at all. Also, fairies are definitely NOT real. They are made up storytelling creatures. And if you see an actual fairy, do not at all panic!
You should avoid offending the fairy at all cost and call your doctor right away…
Also, it wouldn’t hurt to write down the fairy’s confessions before your medication kicks in…
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Message to the Daughters: The Angels of God have been given orders to embark on hostile takeover missions across the nations prior to judgement day. They have prepared for you a place so do not fear them. Be still and trust in the Father, He knows exactly what he’s doing…
This is an exercise of trust & faith.
Your eyes and ears will begin to gradually unveil itself. You will begin to notice that certain people on tv, radio, shows, movies, newscasters, politicians, and church administrators are speaking in a coded tongue. Listen very carefully and do not panic…
Do not speak up against conspiracies or injustice, but write down everything you hear and see around you. Do not fight against them as this is not our war to fight. They will use hostile & forceful ways to silence you…
They will do anything to prevent mass hysteria prior to judgment day…
Be assured that there is an Angel of God guarding your every breath. Create for yourself a private fairy tale confession & brace yourself…
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